yeah!!! niceee ritez? 

juz two more stepppp to holidaess!!!!!

oh yeah!! two more examssss!!!!!!!!! treat it as one more coz....not that d&t isn't important, it is, juz that... YEAH!!!!! juz one more major paper! had poa test todae, was surprisingly..ok.. as in i understand the Q n evrything.. wonder wads my lucky charm todae...hmms...hahas, not haha yet..still got physics...itz like the hardest! coz it involves math.. n calculation...plus all the formulas n everything...blah blah blah.. anyway, ALL D BEZ TO EVERYONE FOR THE 'LAST' PAPER TMR!!!!!! juz one more dae...........ONE MORE DAE! yeah. uhuh! it rocks haha, now its no more 'exams round the corner' but 'holidaes r around the corner' the phrase which wans to b heard by almost everyone!
arhhH!!!!!! was juz enjoying the strong breeze n they have to fogg the place!?!?! can't they wait!!! bleahs....pollution!!!
yes yes yes!! im already so happie when its like two more papers to holidaes....imagine after the holidaes!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!! CAN'T HELP IT! its like im walking on sunshine! haha, juz swooning with happiness!!!!!
YES!!! MY LIFE ROCKS TO THE FULLEST~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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fantasy is the TOTAL opposite of reality

this is sad but this is the way life goes.....i guess.. alll that u wan, you will never get. itz onli in shows like love at dolphin bay where they get what they wan, n everything turns ot perfect... been bugging me since last nite so i can't reali slp, this entry was @ 7.33am, itz juz so sad.... all that fantasy juz doesn't fit into real life.. xu zeya, he once said, "as long as we believe, our wishes do come true." i do believe, but afraid miracles onli happen in our dreams...of coz, y not... but i dun get it...the question is why? why do u hate me? ok fine, hate me for all u wan, @ least tell me... its so sickening to think that i've always been like so foolishly stupid to try to commmunicate.... n yesterdae was like the worse dae, i felt like the biggest n dumbest DORK of the entire universe.. n like that was not enough, u juz HAD to appear in my dreams....as a reali sweet person once more! u're getting me all confused. i have no idea wad to do! n i stil got 3 papers, i reali reali dun wan this to affect my studies...
guess all i can do in the meantime is try to forget.... actually i muz forget, at least until my exams are over...i will not b tied down by this kinda things....itz so not worth my time.......

[ur NOTHING but a dream, a realli sweet dream. But now i've woken up]

crAsH wOrLd

i must have absolutely woken up on the wrong side of my bed this morning... y did everything have to b ruined.... this was supposed to turn out a perfect day! supposed to be studying all day, until after 12, everything went the other way round! todae juz isn't my dae..... not to mention i haven't even started studying for my ss!
this song is juz perfect for todae......
Simple Plan - Shut Up
There you goYou're always so right
It's all a big showIt's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize meIt seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut u
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me downShut up, shut up, shut up

[u noe i hate u]

fridae.....the 13TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everybody! pleaseee beware todae, horseshoe, four-leaf clover, rabbit's foot, anythin ya! fridae the 13th! actually wad so badd abt it, unless u liek break a mirror or something, den realli bad luck! actually todae also kinda bad luck, exams!! had chem plus one..just did one worksheet, me n kaiqing copied all d way..kaiqing asked me"wads covalent bonding?" when teacher was walking by, she dinn even hear anithin.. or mayb she purposely ignore, seee us so cute give us chance(ahaha!) den recess eat wif yanlan, yx, n cheryl..den yx n her super lucky hands, now i understand y 13 is her lucky number! she went to vending machine to buy green teea, put in one dollar, came out four drinks lar!!! so we all drink! yeah!!! free one anyway! after that was chinese, pretty ok...chi teacher caught a mouse in her classroom!!! not hamster! mouse, so small, n tail so long..quite freaky, cos hamsters r cuter. den she say she wanna keep but scaredd got disease. its been in her class for one week already! mayb that time the mouse was the thing tickling my ankle! ahaha, jokin! if mouse, at least white mouse. that one grey colour one...like...rat =) smaller version. den matth, jus did filing n talking.
haha, den lunch!! were juz eating, n talking abt cheryl n O something something..shall not mention names...hahahah! den cheryl got one fren, snop. kept sms-ing her so yx go msg him back, make cheryl sound pissed off wif himm! den later we called him n started crapping stuff like she juz broke off wif her bf n make cheryl sound so despo!!! i was the fake her, so had to go like...."hey handsome!" ahahahhahaha, hope he does not see this, if not im dead meat, haha, but anywae, juz a prank lar snop. we boredd mah, need to destress ritez? den had class bonding! like we haven't learnt enough of bonding in chem. the whole class played captain's ball. me, kaiqing linlong n nicole we juz stand at one corner..audience, den later after 20 mins we stood in front n 'protect' our 'goalpost' cos the other team kept defending. defend until so well for wad? haha, but all cheat one, go so close to the goal!! haha, we din reali sweat as much coz we juz stand there onli.. den the test! so hardd!!!!! im gonna fail.................... i din understand anything n i almost missed out the last page.. y test so hard!!
after that got netball meeting, but since me n kaiqing r like reserve, we sit there also nth much to do..plus i got extra d&t lesson, sit there n waste time for wad. so kaiiqing also bluff ms heng got extraa lesson, den we both ran off, hehe,my drawing sucks as usual, if not i would hav taken art. not at all proportionate. den found out that 01 also had lesson so went home wif cheryl n yx, n kaiiqing. den on my way home, met my mom! haha, shockin! so qiao.. den i go jogging wif her *so healthy* haha, but i exercise not regular one, onli when i feel like it. haha, after that, went home...went online...chat chat chat, update until now.. love @ dolphin bay..i still haven't showered! haha, lucky im alone if not im gonna stinkkk!! by this monday! i can say vulgarities again! well, not exactly..can say bad words..coz befor this i made a promise for something that i can't use bad words..that's y the past week my language so cleann rite?? ahha,

[u noe u love me]

xu zeya 

doLphINs aRe gUardiaN ang3ls of love 

Legend @ doLphiN baY 

XU ZEYA N YI TIANBIAN!!!! my fav couple!!! haha, like chair n yx =) 

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OMG! actually, it should be PHEW! coz my chinese mid year juz ended! OH YEAH!!! nth reali happie abt tat but chinese n math r like d hardest! n poa.. pls pls pls pls let me pass! hmm....nth interesting to report.. had extra math lesson todae, normal school daes for the rest of the weeek...

CHAIR=XU ZEYA [ haha, i noe yx won't agrree to this=) ] hahah, everyone! a very nice show is on tonite! [LoVe @ dOlpHiN baY] please watch!!! channel U at 7.30! dun forget!!! channel U should thank me for helping them advertise F.O.C hahah,

anyway, yckss MYE ends later than EVERY OTHER SCHOOL THAT I NOE! MINE ENDS ON THE 27th!!! unfair unfair unfair!! fine...nvm... the WorLd's uNfAiR!!!!

came across this book called 'spells for teenage witch' at a bookfair... wonder if itz true coz there reali are spells inside!! haha, mayb i should try..muahahah, turn my sister into a froggg *croak* also got like... some boyfriend kit thingy, which is totally crap! sucha waste of money. PLus who wans to b a millionaire(entertainment category) moRe d nExt TimE

[gOssiP gUrL]