this marks the end of it all.

hahahas. OP finally marks the end of months of hard work,
project work is finally completed.
but i have to say,
its been fun working with my grp NY108.
if i were given a chance to choose my grp members once more,
it'll still be u guys.
jasmine, inez, chong lik, xiu hao!
i have learnt much from u guys,
andd am really happy that we did not have much conflicts and disagreement!`

andd thank you for tolerating with my lateness habit.
sorry man. can't help it xDD

also have to thank our groundbreaker,
steve irwin.

THERE YOU GO!

i hope u guys had as much fun working on him as our groundbreaker as i did.
cos when dunno who first came up with the idea on doing him,
i was really excited,
as it was something i'd be comfortable to work around with,
something related to animals.
really proud of our project.
when i heard this song today on our vid,
couldn't help but feel so damn proud of our project.
dunno lehs, this song gives me those kinda feeling.
guess all savage garden songs are..what you call.. erm.. inspirational?
hahahs.

can u believe we actually did all that?
its amazing.
makes me wonder how we actually did it.

thanks mate for all ur contributions to the world.


you are truly, THE crocodile hunter.


hahahs. dun worry. we won't forget u.
at least i know i won't.

feels funny yet relaxing to know that project work has finally ended.
now, i cann finally continue with my zhongjiyijia-
went for pw group outing todayy after OP.
had subway for lunch`
yummilicious`
had good fun talking to kim, eunice and jas.
aft tht we went to walk walk around,
wanted to watch a movie but most of us could not make it.
wanted to go arcade but we were in school U.
finally went to get minimelts that eugene has been eyeing for quite some time.

after walking around more,
everyone went home.
waitd for eunice's bus at e bus stop,
denn had to wait till 4 for msOWYANLAN!
alamaks. and it was only 1+,
i was so sianned, i even resorted to going to NTUC to walk.
NOTHING interesting there AT ALL!
finally, called yl,
told her i couldn't take the boredom anymore.
whined tht i wanna go home.
finally went up to meet her and vincent.
*I WAS SO FREAKIN` BRIGHT*
-lightbulb-
complained summore tht i wanted to go home,
but they took my bag and hp. >.<

went back to amk, but it was only 3.
had to wait till 5 before yl started work.
ohmanns` so sianned okay.
amk hub and j8 walk till sian le.
went f&c to look for cheryl.
walked around summore.
did some random nonsense.
finally even helped cheryl paste the 'not available' sticker on f&c menus.
after a really really REALLY LONG TIME,
5pm arrived.

denn had to wait till cheryl knock off frm work,
shopped with her, at NTUC! lols.
denn finally bused home.
reached home onli gtg church.
busy day right?
tht's whyy now supa tiredz.
jus wanna watch my ZJYJ.

GOODLUCK TO ALL THOSE HAVING OP TMR!
hahahahs jiayouJIAYOUJIAYOU!!!!!
u guys will rule the presentation!
jus..dun be nervous.
(abit hard, considering the fact that no matter how hard i try to force myself NOT to be nervous, i still WAS nervous in the end)

hohohos. okays.
goodnights everybody`
SLEEP TIGHT.
goodnight my darling jiro who is far away in taiwan.
and gdnight to you too.

[[ 'Cause I want to live like animals
Careless and free like animals
want to live
I want to run through the jungle
The wind in my hair and the sand at my feet ]]

OMG I JUS HEARD MY DARLING JIRO'S VOICE ON 9.33!!
they jus got interviewed!!!!
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

undiscovered style idol!

my fav engg singer and IDOL has always
and will still be HILARY DUFF!



however, i have another idol,
whom i love for her sense of style.
preppy, rocker style.
damn cool ok.


the first word i think of when i see her is 'whatever'
her style:
-black&pink
-skulls
-spikes
-jeans
-ties
-guitar
-combat shoes
-rings
-punk shirts


girl with an attitude.


yeahh!


FUTURE ME!



however, sadly,
her style has changed to be more femanine.
she's now seen in skirts,
with a bright smile plastered across her face
instead of her usual 'i dun give a damn' look.

haix.. there's news about feilunhai on xin.sg
the number of fans at the airport!
so scaryy.
anyways, i dreamt about yalun last night,
YALUN! i wanted jiro...
but nvms.
anyways, yalun in my dream is a very easy going person.
he's always smiling andd he gives me the kinda big brother kinda feeling.
very nice.
i dreamt he arrived earlier than the rest of the group
denn the first thing i asked him to do
when i saw him was to write a letter for yanlan.
denn when i wanted him to write one for me,
he say he dun wan to write alr!
grr... lols.
denn after that we were supposed to go for taichi lesson
given by ah gong(in zhong ji yi jia)
den everyone bowed down to yalun
cos they still thought he is meng zhu.
(yalun's character in zhong ji yi jia, very powerful guy)
but after a while, yalun got bored of learning tai chi.
so he took over ah gong and taught all of us hip hop!
woahh, he can dance man! =D

also because of this dream,
i woke up later for guitar.
but its okays.
its worth the sacrifice!

anyways, here's what jiro says:


I want to make it clear here first.
I don’t rate people by their looks
(lucky sia, if not i immediately out of category)
as I don’t think it is the most important trait she should have.
Instead, girls who take care of their family and
is able to cook a good meal really attracts me.
Other than that,
I hope my girlfriend will be willing to lend a
listening ear to my problems,
together we face life’s ups and downs.

When in the mist of dating,
I will deduct marks for girls who fidget

or look else where when I’m talking.
(like that's possible, if i ever went on a date with him,
i'll be too mesmerised by his eyes to look anywhere else)
The reason is if only two of us are dating and
yet her concentration is still not with me,
it might mean that her heart is not with me.
I also don’t like girls who speak too loudly.


oh gosh..i failed my home econs!
but other than that,
everything else should be ok!
hahah, okay.
note to self: polish up cooking skills during hols.


its damn saddening ok.
all i can do now is rewatch the video of
feilunhai arriving at changi airport.
jus that short 5 mins clip is all that i have.
rewatched it 5 times alr..
jiro still looks as dashing as ever
even though he's jus gotten off the plane.
xh jus msg-ed me saying that they all look more handsome.
I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO BE THERE.

AHHH its on 9.33FM.
i forgot!
shit should have tuned in earlier. =(
me and feilunhai really no yuan fen sia!
even like that also i can miss them sing!!!!
*pissed off*

[[ 我不原意不爱你！ 我就是偏偏要爱你！ ]]

PINK TOFU DUDE

meet my new friend, MR PINK TOFU DUDE!


hi i'm pink tofu dude yo!
i belong to viv, and she treasures me oh-so-much
as i'm her 17th birthday present from her two best friends,
audrey and kwai hoong!
as you can see, i'm supposed to resemble jiro.
that's why viv loves to hug me to sleep every night!

hahas thanks aud and kwai!
sorry this post is a little late.
BIG THANK YOU!
i love my pink tofu dude!
andd i enjoyed dinner with you guys too!
CAN WE PLEASE GO OUT SOON?
hahah how bout movie outing?


i'm actually two faced.
one side is a pic of jiro,
the other side is jiro and danson =D
viv loves both sides of me!

I LOVE MY PINK TOFU DUDE LOADS!
*HUG HUG HUG*

VAK started in 2002, comprises of the
ever nonsensical Vivienne,
ever hilarious Audrey,
and the ULTRA sweet Kwai Hoong!
they forged a friendship so strong
that nothing could ever break it!
they've had many good memories that they can always count on to look back on,
some of which never fails to make them laugh non stop!
vak even has their own pledge okay.
(HOW PRO IS THAT)
their godma is aunty audrey,
andd they all love to EAT!
laughter is the best medicine in their lives,
and they will have many more good experiences to come.
VAK WILL GO ON FOREVER AND EVER TILL THE END OF TIME!

i'm so glad that i met you guys in p4 =D
u guys are my bestest bestest fren.
thank you for being there for me always!
i'll be there for u guys whether or not you need me there!
happiness is everything, and i hope you guys are happy no matter where you are and what you're doing.
never forget that i've got you and you've got me!
vak will always be there for each other!

anyways, feilunhai is in singapore now.

=( tmr is the singapore hits award show le.
jiro is so near andd yet so far.
we're in the same country,
but we can never meet.
sianned`
hope he has an enjoyable stay in singapore,
andd tht those FC ppl dun bother him tonight!
SO THAT HE CAN COME TO SINGAPORE MORE OFTEN =D
sweetest of sweet dreamS 大東！
sleep well and may you get ready to receive many many awards tmr!

tired.. so rare that i dun have work,
i forgot the feeling of having so much free time.
shall continue youtube-ing for my zhong ji yi jia!

[[ when the world, leaves you feeling blue,
you can count on me, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU! ]]

HEARTBROKEN!

i cannot believe,
that no matter how much faith, and effort i put into queuing for those flh tix...
fate still pulled me away from them.

its really heart-wrenching when ur the no. 51st!
at that moment, nothing mattered more than that ONE TICKET!
andd i was so wishing that someone would pull out.
my fingers were crossed,
i was hoping and prayingg!!!
but, all 50 tickets were fully redeemed.
and that's not the worst part.
the worst part was..
after one of them got the tix,
she bloody came out to try to sell it to us at S$200!
i would give anything in the world to slap her at that point.
she didn't bloody stay overnight.
she got her frens to help her queue.
andd fine, if she's gonna see flh, den fine.
she bought extra tickets, CANCELLING OUT MY CHANCES.
to make more money.
andd what's even more infuriating???
SHE SUPPORTS JIRO ALSO!
even went to cut his hairstyle which so doesn't suit her!

i've never been this discouraged and disappointed in my entire life.
this is by far the worst moment of my LIFE!
i skipped school for two whole days,
spent an entire night sleeping on the stupid hard floor
with bugs for company.
(thank god for the rain)
but other than that,
still have to take those shit from the batch of people earlier than us.
its really crap.

i know i should be telling myself "its okay. at least u tried. u really tried"
but why do i still feel so rotten inside.
and those damn reporters!
only noe how to dig for more news.
PEOPLE NOT HAPPY BLIND AR!
andd that lianhe wanbao.
I WILL NEVER SUPPORT LIANHE WANBAO FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE!
cold blooded idiots.

me and my frens were the 50th-56rd.
andd after us the next batch of people only came this morning.
very FAIR MEH?
then they didn't get the tickets KPKB.
make the situation worse only.
TROUBLEMAKERS LA.
sore losers.
even we also not complaining they complain wad.

大東，
我是真的好想好想见你一面。
我尽了我最大的力量可是还是无法去看你那一面。
真的好失败。
有时我也觉得好自私，我知道你们也需要自己的自由空间，
但我只想见你那么一面，就一面我就心满意足了。
我只想看我一直以来永远支持的偶像，
而我又没有靠缘分什么的，我靠的是我自己的力量。
没想到这样还是无法如愿以偿。
算了吧，无论如何，我还是会抱着那个希望，
就是一直会等到能面对面看到你的那一天！

永远支持你的FAN.

this is the only time i cried so bad since...last year.
why are all my major bawl sessions in october?
i must watch out for next october.
as i rode back in the taxi to amk hub,
its like returning to reality once again.
andd reality, REALLY SUCKS.
for the past two days,
i only had one and only one thought in my mind,
"get my hands on the flh tix"
but once that is gone,
its like waking up from a really nice dream.
IN THIS CASE, a nightmare.

suckier still,
had to go to polyclinic and wait...
i've had enough of waiting,
my eyes hurt so bad, my legs are so sore,
andd i think i stink so bad, even houseflies are attracted to me.
after tht, on my way to the bus stop,
walked past vcd shop selling zhong ji yi jia OST.
denn fine, i told myself i'll jus listen to my mp3.
but my mp3 are all full of FLH songs.
i dun wanna hear or listen to anything about FLH these few days,
ESPECIALLY THIS SATURDAY.
or i'll jus start crying again.

went home, took a long nice shower.
give u all a very helpful tip.
the next time u all feel like crying,
jus go and take a bath.
cry along with the showerhead!
it really works,
andd its the second best option to gorging an entire pint of ice cream.
if ur those kind who takes long baths, say 30 mins?
denn cry longer lor.
those short short one, like 10, 15 mins,
denn too bad lor, lesser cry time.
felt soooo much better.
cried until i had enough of crying.
opened my laptop, only to see guilong.
teared again, but i thinkk i too tired to cry alr.
like panda eyes is not bad enough already?

i dun wanna think about anything,
i jus wanna go straight to bed and sleep till tmr morning.
i dun blame anyone for me not getting the tix.
i dun blame myself,
although they started queuing on saturday night,
i was sick so i couldn't possibly make my way down.
i dun blame 93.3,
(although i was hoping they would increase the no. of tix)
if they had jus increased by 10 more.
OH I BLAME THAT STUPID POSER!
gawd can't stand her.
HOW DARE SHE imitate my jiro.
and deny their fans from seeing them,
and turn this entire thing into a profit making venture.

but when i heard some of their stories on how they chase flh,
i dunno whether to feel sorry for flh or feel sorry for them.
on one occassion, they tracked down the hotel flh was staying at,
andd actually booked a room one floor above them,
denn still say can see wuchun doing push-ups in the balcony.
can't the guy even work out in peace?
without having those eyes watching his muscles work?
as much as he loves his fans,
i'm sure he wouldn't like that.
if he truly enjoys that, then..
erm... yeahh.. weird.

denn on one time,
i have no idea what the fans were thinking,
but they went to knock on the door of their rooms.
poor jiro can't sleep in peace.
this one i'm totally on flh side,
how annoying is it when someone actually wakes u up from ur sleep?
(which is why its a lucky thing i'm a deep sleeper)

but those fans have really put in alot of effort.
i really admire them alot.
i thinkk all of them deserved the 50 tickets.
well, except tht POSER(hatehateHATE)
and a few others.
one group of them even flew all the way from indonesia!
wuchun/aaron fan.
andd they'll pay $100+ each for a cab to track down flh the min they are in singapore,
from the restaurants they go to to the shops they shop at.
its abit sad to leave feilunhai with the impression that we're so kaisu.
everywhere they go we must also follow.
like as if they'll disappear into thin air and not turn up for the singapore hits award show the minute they lose sight of them.
i hope all those 50 fans will truly appreciate how lucky they are to get their hands on the tix,
and not attempt to SELL THEM OFF!

ohwells, one thing good from this is i made a few good frens.
kareen, aileen,may, michelle =D
they're really sweet people andd i hope to see them at the next feilunhai meeting session again!
BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
abit the sian.
anyway, heard the good news too!
0720 promoted as a class! =DD
congrats to all!
owww...major backaches and leg cramps!

[[ 没有谁能把你偷离我身旁 ]]

i hate bees

so peaceful tonight,
cos there's no work andd i cann jus slowly spend the time using my com.
enjoying every bit of it until..

a bee flies in.

not that i have anything against them,
but you never know if they're gonna sting or not!
humans and bees don't actually establish those kinda you-do-your-own-stuff-and-i-leave-you-alone relationships.
so, no choice, my dad had to wake up andd get rid of it *sorry*
hahas, bet i'll love bees after watching Bee Movie.
the bees are really irresistably cute!
wanna watch alvin and the chipmunks too!
alvin's voice is wayyyyyyyyyy cute!!!!

must wait till the middle part denn nice to watch!
HAHAHS its ROTFL material.

finally got to eat my mom's dinner =D
i havent been eating home for nearly a week.
SO I MISS MY MOM'S FOOD LOADS!

oh manns, the market behind my house burnt down.
bet all of you also read the news.
gonna miss that market,
that's like where i always hang out with my frens after schh,
when i was still in yckss.
lols. me andd hm had diff fav chicken rice stalls.
got so many other nice food there also!
hope all the stalls still remain after the market is rebuilt.
first, my banmian stall got overtaken by tht air-con place.
denn now the market also gone.
good lor, wanna drive me food-less.
OHTIAN MY DESSERT STALL TOO, dammit.

meeting VAK tmr!
HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY!
hope aud gets surprised by the present we're gonna give her.
oh yeah must rmb to bring camera,
denn can *snap snap* her expression.
hohohos, safe to write here now cos she won't go visit my blog at this time de =DD

i always feel demoralised when i see the number of fans feilunhai has.
not that its a bad thing.
but there are thousands of em!
andd i'm super scared i won't be able to get hold of the tix.
i dun care, i will still try!
if i try le still can't get the tix.
fine, i'll admit defeat, no yuan fen.
but that's only cos the FC will buy up everythingg.
annoying!

alrights, tmr got school again. B0RiNG!
fell asleep in both chem and GP lecture todayy.
not my fault!
did try to stay awake, TRIED.

okies` gonna go slpp le.
my sis is crazy,
she wann pia audition all the way till tmr morning.
studyy until crazyy le..
STUDY'S FAULT LAH!

[[ 安静的等待，我永远不变的真心会一直等下去，一辈子都行。 ]]

i wishh upon a star!

ohman.
i can hardly believe my luck.
my chance is here.
MY LONG AWAITED CHANCE IS FINALLY HERE!
I'M GONNA MEET MY 王子!

HIM HIM HIM!

anyone who knows me well enough would automatically associate me with him.

gosh he's sooooo hot.
MELTINGGGGGGGGGGGGG..........


I LOVE HIS GOOFINESS!




the show tht made me fall in love with him!
FOR HIS CHARACTER!
FOR HIS PLAYFULNESS!
FOR HIS WILFULNESS AND BOY-LIKE CHARM!

andd altho i din watch this much,
i will!!!
i will definitely watch it before i meet him.
have also watched 终级一家 and 恶作劇

andd my chance finally arrived in the form of my pw group leader, xiu hao!
hahahs. was on my way home from work,
feeling really depressed cos i had a shortage of $15
that's like 4 hours of work?
denn he msged me saying tht on the 23rd oct,
if i presented my zhong ji yi jia OST to mediacorp,
i could get the chance to get some ticket to some hit award thingyy.
andd..
THERE WILL BE FEILUNHAI FAN MEETING SESSION!!!
only open to 50 people!!!
only drawback, tix to tht stupid award thing is $98
bloody ex lah.
i have never bought anything tht ex in my entire life.
but i know tht if i dun go this time,
i'm so gonna regret it.
i just know it.
SO...
i have decided.
i will go.
i will be one of the 50 to meet them.
i just have to see jiro face to face,
i dun care even if he doesn't see me,
i HAVE TO SEE HIM!
I HAVE TO SEE MY IDOL WHOM I'VE BEEN SUPPORTING FOR THE PAST YEAR.
(how i wish i could be someone famous for that one day,
denn jiro will notice me)

i'm alreadyy starting to plan out what to say to him,
andd what presents to buy for him.
i may only be one fan out of the many hundred thousands..
but i dun care!
as long as it means supporting jiro,
anything also can!

i dunno if mediacorp will even let us close to feilunhai.
if they don't, im soooo gonna get even with them.
i won't pay a hundred bucks for nothing.
of course i shall go ask them first..
if it really is guarantee will meet,
i will pay the hundred bucks WILLINGLY!

okayy..i need to calm down,
i still got school tmr.
i can't get so excited den later can't sleep!
OMGOMGOMG!
JIRO!!!! one step closer..

[[ I'll be there for you! ]]

i want my life back!!!!

i am..


i practically din eat anything today!
ytd worked till 3am, was 4+ when i reached home.
plonked straight into bed,
and for the first time in... months!
I'VE HAD A DREAMLESS NIGHT.
(which goes to show how damn tired i am)
woke up feeling really grouchy.
had to go to church..
too tired the whole day tht i din have much appetite for lunch.
supposed to have pw meeting in the afternoon,
but in the end they ended off early
cos they had to wait for the slowpoke, me.
SORRY PW GROUP MEMBERS!
work again in the evening,
andd before i went to work,
i was soo hungry.
but din go for dinner break,
ended at 11,
finally denn bought something home to eat.

now..im so tired i look like that.

(minus the fur)

denn i asked my dad why i so 辛苦 for.
he jus replied, "ur jiro lor. wan go taiwan see him is like that wad."
i had so BETTER see jiro.
i dun care.
even if it calls for desperate measures,
i mustMUSTMUST see jiro in taiwan.
work cann be fun,
but not to the extent tht it takes up my entire free time.
andd my life revolves around work,
when it should be the other way.
i know im being all complain-queen and all,
maybe its due to lack of sleep.

thank gawd i have jiro to pull me through.
i had to stand the whole time,
and whenever i was feeling either tired, sianned, or real bored.
i'll simply flip open my fone,
andd there will be jiro, staring straight back at me.
hahahs.


you're all the encouragement i need.

im missing out on my darling 终级一家
no time to watch andd its ending soon.
i'm gonna cry.

alrights, off to sleep sooon!
I DUN WANNA BECOME A PANDA BEFORE I SEE JIRO!

[[ i onlyy wanna be with u! ]]

selamat hari raya

hahah. see? i told you all i celebrating hari raya alr.
anyways, no pw meeting today also,
pushed to sundayy.


anyways, got new channel for cable tv








=DD





but then, these few days have only been


jolin, bang bang tang or hei se hui mei mei



bang bang tang still okayys.
onli wnag zi(2nd from the left) handsome =DD
but they quite funny also

BUT...

i can't say the same for hei se hui mei mei
lols. they all all damn cute and chio.
but the way they host their show,
its all full of backstabbing andd bitching.
watch alr like...
very scary la.
the entire show they will come up with games to like,
make one person badmouth another.
or maybe that's how they get such high ratings,
which if you ask me, is WAY unprofessional.
people shouldn't be watching their show to support their favourite backstabber,
cos that's plain rubbish.

addicted once again to a teens.
they were my fav band in sec 2!
they hadd fantastic songs which gets stuck in ur head all day long.

grr no time to blog le.
gtg out now! bbyes`

its a good thing im so so doggone tired now!
denn i'll be able to sleep without worrying about anything.
promo results are coming back tmr.
i dunno how i'll do.
i dun even noe what i wan..
this kinda 矛盾ness sucks.
i jus hope i dun do so badly for the subjects which i studied for.
that is, of course, not including math.
of course, who wouldn't wanna see results after all the effort they put in?
even if i were to retain,
at least let me see a pass in the subjects i DID study for.

todayy was my first day of work.
hahahs. interesting.
made a new fren, farhana.
she's a real star!
summore working environment is not too bad.
only bad thing is must stand all de way.
but got good music to listen to,
FALL OUT BOYS ROCKS!
hahahs.

as much as i hate to admit,
70% of my mind is thinking of tmr's results.
grrr..i hate this.
okay. i must distract myself!
GO JIRO!
*dreamily thinking of jiro*

geez, i thinkk i didn't tire myself out enough,
cos i'm fully awake now.
nonono. not gd, SO NOT GOOD!
come on i need my beauty sleep!
its 1 am alr =O

*counts sheeps*

[[ you were my rock, boy, you were my everythingg` ]]

YOUTUBE!

more on youtube!
some very cute vids.
but i do apologise, they're mostly abt feilunhaii! =DD

jiro and joe cheng singing to er zuo ju!
jiro's expression super cute sia!
can't stand him! hahahas.



jiro singing 在水一方
in x-family soundtraack!



GO YALUN!
hahahs this song also very nice!
u all will like it =DD



im so sorry all yalun fans,
yalun singg to rainie!

OH MY STRONG STRONG JIRO!

he can carry yalun and tangyuzhe.
hohohos.
andd those who are carried by him must act SHUAI!
lols. for the other parts of the show, go to youtube and watch.

nvms i shall put up another one.
working experiences of tangyuzhe and yanyalun.


xiao zhu does jap rap.
PRO!!


hahahsokayys nthh else interesting alr.
school again tmr!
sianned..

[[ OMG I LOVE XIAO ZHU! ]]

GIRLS!

YAYY its true!
the shop GIRLS, is finally opening in singapore!

see the background sign?
the oh-so-familiar "good hair day" logo is the exact same one on my pencil case and hp pouch!
this shop is all pinkk and glitter,
andd so far, i only noe of one outlet,
which is all the way in Genting!
so tht means i can onli get their latest items every like,
once a year?
THANK GAWD THEY'RE OPENING AN OUTLET IN SINGAPORE!
geez.. but tht means everyone will be carrying the same items,
everyone will have similar hairbands, pencil cases..

went to school today for pw.
luckily we din go home so late..
i mean, its not even 2 andd im home alr =D

this is boring.
OH YEAHH!
HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST AUDREYCHONGJIAWEN!
andd to WUCHUN as well!(he's not 17!)

hahahas mayy u both enjoy ur birthdayys!
andd all de best in everythingg u do!
hohohos.

[[ in your dreams` ]]

post biirthdayy entry

video of me andd peiting blowing out our birthday 'candles'


LOLS!
did i mention they were imaginary candles?

anyways, the birthday cakes i got this year are really interesting.

PIZZA!
hahahs, im not complaining though,
they were WAYY YUMMYLICIOUS!

andd then..
the moment of surprise when eunice passed me my present =DD

POSTERS OF FEILUNHAI!!!


me obsessing over how handsome my darling jiro looks xDD


THANKS 0720!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!!


loads of credits to SHANYI!
who's our official photographer for all birthday events. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME =D

hahhas. YAYY!
todayy is my special day =DD
i'm seventeen, i'm old.
lols.
THANKS TO ALL FOR UR BIRTHDAY WISHES!
much appreciated. i feel loved xDD

although jiro may nt be able to say this to me:

祝你生日快乐，我永远的投号FAN!
ohh yeahh =DD

went to watch ball of fury on saturday!
denn before tht went to meet kq and nicole at cine,
woots they damn nice =D
wished me happy bdayy and pass me present.
i miss them alot, i miss yckss, i miss everything!
hahahas i hope they will always stay happy,
andd be with their true loves till de wedding bell rings =D

ball of fury was quite funny lah!
hahahs but wasn't fantastic,
i'd rather watch ratatouille!
but din have the timing *sad*

sunday had to go back to sch to rush pw.
completed quite alot and denn went for dinner at sakae, kovan.
yx late again!
denn finally when the food came,
the three of them sneakily...


MADE A BIRTHDAY CAKE FOR ME!


wuahahahs its seriously a first.
never have this kinda bdayy cake before!
UNIQUE! and super cute!
hahahs what can i say? i've got CREATIVE FRENS =DD

*happy birthday to meeeeee*


smiles meii nus!


me andd yx =D

lols, after dinner,
i lost all control at IP zone, cos they were having 70% sale!
i bought a new bagg and a jackety thing.
birthday presents to myself =D
went home in an excellent mood.

finally denn 8th oct,
went to school for career sem.
was sleeping in all 3 talks.
not because they were boring,
seriously, if i hadn't been so tired,
i'd actually listen to those talks.
but sleeping at 1 de previous night affected me greatly.
hahahs.
after all the career sems,
went to comp lab to rush pw.
rush rush rush, denn eunice called saying go down to canteen for pizza!
lols. pizza should be for peiting, eugene and me.
but eugene got council stuff i guess.
nvms we cann always celebrate his bdayy on the actual day i guess.
hahahs, yayyy!
denn everyone sang bdayy song again.
andd eunice surprised me with..
what else, posters of my darling JIRO and FEILUNHAI!
hohohos!
SO SUPER SWEET =D
thank uu loads!
now i cann stick em up and stare at him everynight!
100% sweet dreams de xDD

denn after tht was back to pw.
finally completed at 5.
went home to bathe,
denn went out again to pass andrew some stuff.
tht guy ar.. pro sia.
1st for prelims.
SAJC waiting for him to go le!
hahahs all de best to tht talllie.
JIAYOUS man.

denn after tht wait for my dad to pick me,
went to amk hub for dinner.
FISH&CO.
andd my sis bought me babyy pooh as a present.
SWEET =D
after dinner, fish&co did their thing.
BIRTHDAY RAP!
led by htoo!
hohohos. both embarrasing and memorable.
everyone practically stopped in the middle of their meals when he yelled,
"EVERYBODY WE HAVE A BIRTHDAY GIRL IN THE HOUSE BY THE NAME OF VIVIENNE!"
andd there i was, standing on a chair, holding a single sparkler in my hand.
my sis was laughing her head off!
fine, nvms ;D im sporting!!

went home only to realise tht my parents bought my fav choc cake!
this choc cake is DAMN FAB!
its the best THING IN TOWN!
i dunno.. but its on par with awfully chocolate!


GREEDY PIG eyeing the cake.


waiting for the cake to be up.


YES I WISH UPON MY BIRTHDAY CAKE!
*wish wish wish*

yums. cake was superly good.
I LOVE MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, GOD!
thankew for making my birthday a memorable one!
HAPPY SPECTACULAR SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
man, i jus love birthdays, apart frm xmas.

[[ dun wann this day to be over sia` ]]

CAMERON <3 CONVERSE TO THE CORE!

i absolutely absolutely LOVELOVELOVE converse!
went to the warehouse sale,
andd i fell in love with almost every single pair of high cut shoes!
there were black and red,
my beloved brown,
one was black with a skull(damn cool!)
andd even grey with pink(din have my size)
andd many many others.
BUT...
i could only buy one pair cos i had 20bucks with me at that time.
I'M SO GOING BACK TOMORROW!
if i buy all the shoes that i'm ever gonna need,
then i won't have to shop for shoes anymore in de future.
andd those high cuts from amk central was sucha rip-off.
they cost me $20!
whenn i could have bought a converse shoe.

ANYWAYS, i found my dream shoe =DD

HOHOHO!
love it loads!
if i won $100 tmr,
i could buy 5 pairs of converse shoes!
that means i cann buy all those tht i wanted!
then again, wad am i gonna do with so many shoes?
yeahh fine, i'll jus stick to buying one tmr.
i'll jus go in there,
find a low-cut shoe,
andd get outta there before i lay my eyes on anything else!
but the red&black one is really cool!
RED&BLACK!
its just the perfect colour combi lahs.

ohh yeah, and if ur planning to go there in the afternoon,
that place is sweltering hot!
me&yl felt like we were practically melting!!!!
wear something WHITE!
andd dun wear high cut shoes like i did,
damn hard to try any other shoes on,
wear SLIPPERS!

*if only i could win $100 by tmr! *

不会爱

不会爱- 飞轮海

this is their new MV!
er.. actually not very new la..
de song is very long ago come out le.
but the mv now then come out mah.
CALVIN HAS GROWN MORE SHUAI!
he seriously exudes those kinda manly charm.
good for him!
maybe now ppl will start buying his badges from comics connection.

YALUN cut his hair..
yanlan likes his hairstyle now.
but he long hair nicer =D
then again, i've always thought guys look better with long hair.
i mean nt those wayy past shoulder tht kinda long.
like jiro tht kind xDD
JIRO PLS DUN EVER GO CUT UR HAIR!
wahh tangyuzhe one even better.
longer than jiro.
andd it so suits him okay!

ohh yeahh,
dun say good things i never share!
CONVERSE WAREHOUSE SALE
at alantic sports holdings pte ltd
27 harrison road
going there to take a look now.
plsplspls sell converse jacket.
converse jacket is de best,
but also de most ex! grrr...

[[ milkk makes you drunkk` ]]

it feels GREAT

to wake up in de morning, and realise that you have no school.
andd no homework waiting for u to complete.
andd ur whole day cann be used for doing stuff u weren't able to do before exams like
slacking in front of my BELOVED TV, andd using my com,
andd playing guitar, andd dl-ing online games to play.
=DD

anyways, after watching xiu and han duet to this song
in zhong ji yi jia.
i am officially addicted to this song,
andd i will learn how to play like this one day.
maybe not so soon, but ONE DAY i will definitely learn how to play this.


credits to audchongjiawen! (whose birthday is coming up soon..)
for helping me find the title to that song =DD
she is hooked onto x-family too! hehs. X-FAMILY JUST RULEZ!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE HAVING EXAMS NOW.
i'm feeling a tad guilty about gloating on and on
abt how free i am since my exams are over,
while all my frens are either sitting in the exam halls
frantically working on their exam scripts,
or on their way to their exams now.

lols. my dad cut HBO off cable tv.
so there's very limited stuff i can watch!
no good shows at this timing now,
andd all my dvds have disappeared.
nvms, he promised he'll put it back once all our exams are over. =D

okay, this is getting abit boring.
ohgawd i dun believe it, my hols have jus started and its getting BORING?!


[[ its a perfect day, tmr's gonna come too soon. ]]

exam FREE!

hhahs okayys finally exam over.
andd i can finallyy use the comp without having that
'you should be studying' thought in my mind.

but ar... sadly.. look at that girl.. one more paper to go.

see her, looking so concentrated and focused =D
one more paper, JIAYOU YALUN SAO.

eeeyer..u see.. i say her gd nia..she next min..
.
.
.

SLEEPING LIKE A PIG!

lols. no lahhs, she's jus acting emo xDD
cos she miss someone..

YALUN LAH.
*tht girl keep whacking me on de leg*

siao de..hahahs.
anws, gd luck to all those having exams this week.
very fast one..
see! so fast my exam over le.
time really flies.
andd soon, it'll be de holidays =D
wuahahaha. can't CAN'T CAN'T WAIT!

lols. sryy forgot wad i wanted to blog abt.
shall blog another time.
keep muggin` hard ppl!

[[ 我想我会开始想念你。 ]]

funny emails.

first comes the funny town of Fucking.
now comes this.


A co-worker got a pen stuck inside our printer.
He started to try and remove the pen,
but I told him we don't have time for that now,
just put a note on the printer telling folks not to use it and then report it to the Help Desk.
So he grabbed a piece of paper and scrawled on it.
I left before he finished the note.
About 20 minutes later, one of my techs comes in laughing and says he was just in the lobby, saw a piece of paper on a printer and went to investigate.
Attached is what he found.
Sometimes things don't always come out the way you want them to...
.
.

lols.

anyways, my new obsession is black, guitars, spikes and
.
.

skulls.

我爱鬼龙！

who is gui long?
ahhh he's my knight in black shining armour.
accompanied wif his oh-so-handsome guitar!
*swoons*

hahahs okay lah he's jus jiro.
starring in his new drama zhong ji yi jia
i am soo in love with him.


him and his grey contacts!
handsome handsome handsome!
lols. dun get annoyed by my constant obsession over him =DD



this is my FAV episode with him inside.
sooo cute. =DD

OH! andd ytd me and yl went to confirm our land tour arrangement to taiwan!
all de way at people's park, so damn far.

hahahs i noe everyone's been mugging hard.
but its all coming to an endd soon!
jus one more paper!!

need to get:
- NEW CAMERA
- NEW HAIRSTYLE
- NEW JOB
before i go taiwan! hehehehes. so excited.
ahhh can't wait! ! ! ! !

JIRO HERE I COME!

[[ 你不会爱，我的爱，我明白 ]]