Thursday, July 31, 2008

i've always wondered...

what if you throw an ant down from the 10th floor?
will it die?
i bet if you threw it down from 10th floor, you wouldn't be able to find it.
it would have been blown away by the wind.
but i'm still wondering if it would be able to survive.
something tells me its able to.
if anybody actually tries it one day, denn do tell me!

CONGRATS TO PRISCILLA FOR WINNING THE HUNT
AND BECOMING MISS NANYANG xDD
you did well today!

can't wait for the weekends to come,
yet tmr is the day i dread the most.
lessons all the way till 5.
i hate it when school ends late :(

[[[ my wish, for you ]]

Monday, July 28, 2008

bored people often do brave things.

today was a good day cos i ended school quite early.
came home and after a shower,
i just sat down to watch a teeny weeny bit of tv to relax~
but when i turned on the tv,
this show just started screening.
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i cann remember this show very well cos it was one of the movies that came out at the end of 2006 when i was working.
but i never got the chance to watch it.
so i decided to treat myself to watching this movie,
and guess wad? i watched it alone too!!!!
ALONE LEH!
okay la. it was like 4pm in the afternoon,
the sun was so bright, so half the time, there's reflection on the tv,
so i could barely see anything anyways.
but the storyline is quite interesting.
as are all other horror flicks.
that's the BIG problem!
i always want to watch it cos the storylines are really good,
but the price to pay is getting frightened by those ghosts and evil spirits etc.
even worse if im watching in cinemas!
the good thing about watching at home is when the scary part is about to come,
i'll just MUTE my tv! wuahahahas!

aniewayyyys..........
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HIGHLY ANTICIPATED BY MEE!!!!!!!!
this is the one and only book series that i've waited to anxiously for!
andd i think the waiting period before i could actually get the book would be far too long to handle.

okokays, relax relax. i know.
many others are also like me,
dyingg to have their hands on this book!
i dunno what to expect for the 4th book.
i half-hope bella would choose edward so i stand a higher chance xD
but i sincerely DO want edward and bella to be together.
if not why would i be so sad when edward left her?
ohwells, shall read denn i will noe (:

i am also highly anticipating....

the mummy 3- tomb of the dragon king!
out in 3 more dayyys~!!!!!
wooohooos!

but i wanna watch not cos there are like loadsa undead people roaming around trying to kill the good people.
but its more for HIM.
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my oh-so-handsome BRANDON FRASER!! xDD
i love to watch his shows!
he's v hot for a guy his age, apart from brad pitt.
andd he just has this comedic face that makes me wanna continue watching on.

remember him from this show?

LOLS! i love him in this show!!
make me laugh like crazyyy.

george, george, george of the jungle.
strong as he can be!
i prefer him to tarzan!!!
hahahs.

lols. nothing else to blog about alr.
school tomorrow again.
i'm going school for 2 hours of lesssons, 3 hour break to wait for one hour of PE?!?!
so tempted to pon pe.
but tmr is that...teacher.
so.... no choice.
kate's back from Russia! yays!
so envious of her..
how i wish schools would just annnounce a one month term break for jc students who have been mugging hard for the past 90 years.
so they decide to reward us with a well-deserved break.
I WILL IMMEDIATELY BOOK AN AIR TICKET TO JAPAN!
wishful thinking once again...
when am i gonna learn that i can't mix fantasies and reality together?
they're practically like oil and water!
that's the most infuriating part!
but still, its free to daydream and wish,
so NO HARM DONE!

tatas`

[[ what a girl wants, isn't always what a girl needs. ]]

Sunday, July 27, 2008

grr...resist...RESIST!!!!!!

BORING SUNDAY!
went to orchard just now,
andd i see all those passer-bys.
so carefree, enjoying their sunday afternoons with their frens/loved ones.
just taking a slow stroll and stopping by starbucks or coffee bean to pick up a quick coffee.
window shoppingg or just chillin` out.
so damn jealous....
grrr....while i have to rush home and complete all my hw.
bleah.. life of a singapore student sucks!
no weekends to enjoy one.

i have been trying very hard to stay away from mahjong. lols.
so tempted to pull out the entire set and start playing with my sis!
dun have 4 people also nvm lah!
cann play can le.
bloody hell. i think i'm addicted to mahjong lah!
shit...

nvms. i sustain.
but when i turned on the tv,
what the hell? MAHJONG SHOW ON TV?
can't play nvm, watch people play also cann!
summore their tiles all so nice one,
see also shuang!

PRISTINE WHITE TILES!!


you're always on my mind...
you're always on my mind...
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lols.is this bad luck if i take mahjong tiles tgt with my a level exam instructional booklet?
what to do, i was so sian that time during CT.

still gotta pia geog essay now!!
im so lazy to write okay.
how i wish i cann type it out.
guess wad?
its a monday tomorrow!
back to school~

[[ our love was my regret. ]]

BACK TO YCKSS !

busyy week once again!
its now a sunday morning,
but i still consider it a saturday night!
WHICH MEANS LESS THAN 24 HOURS
i'll be back in school again.
great...
why do weekends seem to ZOOM PAST all the time?

anyways, friday was yckss's speech day.
went back to see andrew collect his prize!
congrats dude! you worked hard for it, you totally deserve every bit of that! xD
anyways, yckss still looks the same to me
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the place where i first went to when i was still a SHORT, scrawny 12-year-old kid fresh outta girls' school.
the place where i watched my first public caning.
the place were my butt had to suffer for 1 hour sitting through all the wednesday assembly.
the place where i had all my final year exams.
the place where i stayed overnight for netball camp.
the place where i finally sat for my o levels.
the place where i collected back my results.
the place where i went back to collect prize.
hmms..quite alot of memories actually.

BUT, there was one major change which i am super SUPER unhappy about.
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see those???
WHAT ARE THEY?
AIR CON!!!!
why were they not built during my 4 years there!!!
i still remembered the social studies o levels paper was at 2pm in the afternoon
and the weather was freakin` hot!
SO NOT conducive for taking o levels okayy.

but fine, i shall be nice.
the new addition is very good for the future batch of yckss students.
they will not have to suffer sweltering hot assemblys anymore.
maybe even have pe in an AIR-CONDITIONED HALL!
wth? how unfair is that?!
i'm still upset!.
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ANYWAYS, YX!
your face is on the wall!
the chinese dance team!
wuahahahs.

after that,we joined andrew and his mom for dinner.
his mom is reallly nice!
she's very easy to get along with.
andd she has loads of stories to tell of andrew!
wuahahahs, his embarrassing past!
managed to rush home in time for half an hour of my beach ball babes
followed by my ghost whisperer.
denn went online fer a while and it was bedtime.
i had a damn weird dream last night,
but i couldn't remember much when i woke up.
sadded.

TODAY!
met yx for lunch at mos.
i didn't eat cos i ate lunch at home alr.
know what i had?
GREEN CHICKEN RICE!
okay la, it wasn't exactly green.
but the chilli was green la,
i dunno why also.
my mom says it can only be found in hongkong but she finally located a stall in singapore that sells it too.
my mom is really like those,
food detectors.
any good food she'll definitely be able to source it out!!
so i very 有口富。

after i came back,
did abit of my homework denn i had to head of to church alr.
denn i got a msg frm marj asking if i wanted to go see the national museum thingy.
we wanted to go to the event hosted by zouk,
but in the end, turns out they were having some break-dancing competition.
so we just watched them dance.
can't compare to step up. hahahs!

around 11-ish, we walked over to the national museum area
andd they were having stalls from the rendezvous hotel.
food was freakin` ex, (typical)
but we went to buy some nutella crepe.
it was so worth my money okay!
omgs. the hot, melted chocolate just feels like TOTAL BLISS!
summore it was raining, so...
eating something warm just makes everything right!

decided to head home when the rain got heavier.
no way were we gonna stand outdoors and get wet!
our feets were hurting as well,
andd the grasspatches were all like super muddy.
very spoiler.
managed to catch the train home and denn her mom fetched us from the mrt station.

SOME PICS!

see, the original colour of the museum is actually white.
but i have no idea HOW they do it,
the entire thing becomes blue.
andd the details are very precise also!
looks like some grand grand building right?

bigger picture.

andd before you even noe it.
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OMG!

change colour again???
HAHAHA. yeahh.
it just keeps switching to all the different designs.
very fascinating to watch.
my lousy 2.0 megapix camera can't catch all the tiny details but
you all should head down and take a look when you got the time.


supposed to be some flowery pattern,
but like i said, lousy camera.

lols. still waiting for my hair to drry...
zzz.... my eyelids are super heavy now.
i have been neglecting my online movie websites.
i cann hear them calling out to me! xDD

[[ there's a truth in your eyes, sayinn you'll never leave me . ]]

Monday, July 21, 2008

busyy~

okayys loads of random pics!
see how much i cann blog.
got loads to blog, but no time!

went for SWO'S 15th concert yesterday at the esplanade.
i know what you're thinking,
what's a person like me doing there.
i'm an absolute noob at anything to do with aesthetics.
lols. like i'd know how to appreciate a band concert.
it probably just sounds like nice sound to me only.
BUTBUTBUT,
i went there more to support my dearest fren, cheryl linglinG!
she was performing ytd, along with clement, and a whole lot of ycksb people!

met up with saras at j8 to catch up!
glad to hear she's doing DAMN well for her studies.
j2 this year and scoring A's and B's already,
summore she's in SAJC. freakinn` smart.. LOLS!
A levels no problem alr lahs.
ALL THE BEST GURL!!!
around 5-ish, trained down to city hall.
was so damn early so i just walked around,
went to bread talk to buy some stuff,
i discovered they had GREEN TEA MUFFIN.
p.s if any of u decide to buy the green tea muffin and bring it to school,
bring a spoon along man.
the entire thing is so.... seperated!
i felt like i was eating muffin crumbs, that's why i gave up eating halfway.
also, they have really REALLY good blueberry cheesecake!! *100% yums!*

was around 7 when siti reached,
we headed to the esplanade and i saw many yckss ppl!!
saw cheryl too!
she looked really smart in her attire!
its the first time i've been to the esplanade and its freakin` huge.
the concert theatre also has this very nice wooden smell.
so rare to find that kinda smell lahs.
OKAY..im not some crazy psycho freak who's nuts about how a place smells okay,
its just a fact.

we settled down into our seats which were 7 rows from the stage.
REALLY UP FRONT!
okayy, not close to the extent that we're able to see the wrinkles on the conductor's face,
but close enough to enjoy a good performance :)
one thing that could be improved though,
is the chairs.
they're quite squishy and comfortable,
but when you lay your head back,
it hits this solid hard piece of plastic!
so damn uncomfortable lahh,
i had to keep adjusting my head once in a while if not it'll hurt.
i thinkk maybe they purposely made it that way so lazy people like me won't lean their heads back and get too comfortable, maybe even fall asleep.
it probably invokes snoring as well
(which is not very nice, especially when you're watching a concert at the esplanade,
ESPLANADE LEH! not vch..)

the first few songs were nt bad,
but after a while, i just didn't understand the songs anymore.
like i didn't know what the tune was about and all..
so i jus listened to the music,
and got lost in my own thoughts.
hahahas. it was only when they announced the intermission that i snapped back.
they had some prize presentation and thenn we had 20 mins break.

after the intermission was another 3 more songs.
one of which cheryl performed in!
its amazing how they can coordinate so many people to come up with one song.
i wish they'd played a familiar tune though.
ohh! i did recognise the last song.
it was the tune in which V in V for vendetta blew up the parliament house,
denn that classical music piece was blasted throughout the entire England to accompany the bombing up of the parliament house.
SEE! i'm not totally 100% music idiot. lols.

when the performance ended,
people were shouting for encore!
one person behind me shouted "CANON IN D!"
lols. i was hoping they would encore that as well,
but in the end they encored some funny arabian songg.
lols. okayy probably not arabian, but it sounded pretty...
ali baba that kind.. hahahas.

we went for supper after that at makan sutra located just behind esplanade.
haven't been there since my family brought my cousin there to eat, which was like...
3 years ago? i remembered the food there being not bad.
we ordered carrot cake and satay.
the satay was like $14 for 20 sticks and we all got a shock!
okayys lah, do the math and it works out to 70cents per stick,
but the overall price sounded ex.
i always had the impression that satay was cheap.. lols!


THE FOURTEEN DOLLARS SATAY!!
when it arrived, we knew why they charged $14.
it was worth it.
this is not your average satay that you find at any hawker centre.
its different.
firstly, it doesn't have the oily and chaotar look,
it looks very crisp, and very presentable as well.
the carrot cake was normal lahs,
amk one still wins!
(the best carrot cake you can ever find is the one at amk central.
the newly renovated hawker centre very near banquet!)

yepp, we chatted and caught up alot.
it was ytd that i realised i dunno alot that has been going on in their lives.
new bfs, ex bfs, new gossips!!!
we ate for 45 mins, but that was barely enough!
WE GOTTA MEET UP AGAIN MANN!
the real bummer was that we all had school the next day,
and we had to rush for the last train as well.
my feet were really sore, but at least no BLISTERS!!!
thanks to the help of my powerful PLASTERS!


anyways, i've been having close encounters with really really...
weird moms,i guess.
maybe its the norm now but moms jus dun seem to care about their kids that much anymore.
okayy.. my phrasing is wrong, but they use the wrong method to teach their kids i guess.

first encounter:
(while i was waiting for siti at city link)
this kid was very mischevious and he kept climbing up and down the bench.
so the mom yelled at the kid to stop,
but of course he didn't stop..
so she told him in chinese,
"YOU CONTINUE PLAYING I LEAVE YOU HERE I GO OFF ALREADY!"
lols. denn the kid still continue climbing up and down.
and guess wad?
she just walked off.
not jus walked off, she hurried off,
still cann say "BYEBYE!"
so her kid finally took her for real.
he stopped jumping about and stared at her as she walked away.
denn he screamed out SO DAMN LOUD!
(mind you, he was just 2 metres away from me,
my eardrums nearly burst okay! i had no idea kids could scream so loudly and with such high pitch!)
GUESS WAD?
the woman did not even hesitate to turn back and look,
she just kept walking.
and that little boy,
he laid on the floor and starting slamming his fists into the floor and crying.
i tilted my head out abit more to see if his mom would come back for him.
but no, did not even turn around.
she just kept walkingg..
i thinkk the little boy finally got the message and he rann after his mom,
not forgetting to SCREAM damn loudly all the way as well.
3 mins later, still cann hear him scream, very faintly though.
but he was running leh,
imagine how far away he'd have already been.
i had no idea that's how moms discipline their kids.
maybe my mom did that too,
but i was too young to remember.
NAHH, how can it be?
i was sucha good kid! xDD

denn the second encounter was today,
while i was outside 7-11 snacking on mash potato,
i heard this woman yell at her son in chinese again,
"FASTER! YOU LATE FOR CLASS ALREADY! LATER THEN COME AND BUY!"
the little boy just stood there,
and said very calmly, "but i wanna buy the drink now."
the very next moment, the woman yelled back,
"KNNBCCB, NI YAO WO DA SI NI AH(you want me to whack you until you die ah)"
every single word, copied and paste.
to her son, he looked no older than primary 3.
i was half expecting him to tilt his head to one side,
give the really innocent expression and ask,
"mummy, what is knnbccb?"
lols. of course he didn't.
but then, his mom gave in to him,
and they went to get him that drink.

lols. maybe this is the new way of discipline bahh.
maybe words not as bad as actions right?
last time i misbehave is kena caned one leh~
damn terrible okays.
the cane is the WORST invention ever!
whoever invented is probably some sick sadist whose parents are too old to use it on him,
so he invented it for other parents to use it on their kids.
(my intuition tells me its a guy)

PICTURES.

this was all the male contestants for the spokesperson of nebo.
that day when i went to the nebo 1st anniversary celebration.
yes, that same time i stupidly wore heels and ended up having 4 huge blisters on my foot.



0720 class picture.
chen didn't allow me to join :(
but look at eunice's sexayyy birthday card!!!


kwai's mini birthday cake at manhatten fish market!
okayys la, its not even a cake.
its a chocolate MUDPIE.
just ice cream in the form of a pie.
for those chocolate lovers out there,
definitely must try this!
its really really good!!


kwai's birthday present.
green apple vodka!!
hahahs. low alcohol percentage lahhs.
just for the fun of it!
no intention to get her drunk at all~


andd finally, SWO's konzert XV at the esplanade.
cheryl's all the way to the right, nearest to the conductor.
the one sitting DAMN straight up!
good posture.
there was this basoonist,
she practically SLOUCHED on the chair,
very unglam, if you ask me.
then, i thought maybe its cos they're supposed to sit like that so that they can produce better quality sound,
but i looked at the other basoonist players,
they were all sitting straight up.
how odd.

alrightyy`
should be a long enough post!
new episode of xiaxue's guide to life!
some food tasting thingg..
making me very hungryy!!

[[ there's a truth in your eyes, sayinn you'll never leave me. ]]

Friday, July 18, 2008

FRIDAYS just make the week bearable.

HELLOS!
omg when was the last time i blogged?
damn long right?
ohyes. the durian entry.
hahaha.



i have a burning question to ask.
WHY ARE ANG MOH GUYS SO HOT?
on my way home on 853 today,
this ang moh teenager boarded the bus together with his parents.
i'm guessing they're on a holiday.
anyway, he was 2 and a half head taller than me!!!!
his back view looks pretty good,
i could see his well-built figure from under his red polo tee.
his hair was all golden and it curled just at the right place.
then..he turned around and i finally understood the true meaning of 'my heart melted'.
his golden curls fell neatly below his eyes,
enhancing those aqua blue pupils of his.
it was PAINFUL to stare okayy.
he was DROP-DEAD GORGEOUS!
andd that sharp sharp well-chiselled nose!
my eyes then wandered down to his lips...
OOPS. shall stop here. hahaa
I WANT IT! I WANT IT ALL!


i almost wondered why that guy didn't get the role of edward.
he sure looked edward-yy to me!
tall, fair, nice eyes, cute lips...
denn i remembered that all ang moh guys look the same.
should have more eyecandies lidat in singapore,
good for my eyes!
hahahas.
i've re-read twilight again recently.
my sis is in love with edward now too. shit...
i fell even more in love with him when i read the book again.
my hands still get the tingly tingly feeling when i read about edward. xDD



ohhhohhh!
MY GHOST WHISPERER is backk with a new season!
i'm so in lurveee with that show.
now there's something else to look forward to every friday night at ten.
i dunno, i jus can't seem to get addicted to any other tv series.
lost? no its stupid. although i noe many says its nice.
i guess i jus turned off cos i still dunno what's that mysterious thing that keeps killing everyone.
and i'm als peeved that they didn't reveal the ending during the first season cos i SO anticipatedit ok.
prison break? HOT GUY, but not a hot storyline.
sure, he's all brave, heroic and smart but just not my kinda show.
desperate housewives? hahaha.
jus a couple of bored housewives flirting around with the sexy garderner.
only the guy's good eyecandy.
but storyline's abit funny.
and i dun even wanna mention grey's anatomy.
WANT ME TO WATCH OTHERS GET OPERATED ON?
eeeeekks. no wayy man.
CSI is abit spookyyy cos of all the murder cases.
i'd rather watch mtv, hahas.



anddd..MY FAVOURITE MOVIE since sex and the city.
its HELLBOY 2:rise of the golden army!
gosh i loved the show so much.
went to catch it with kate last wed.
i wasn't expecting much, actually.
the first movie was good,
but this one was SO MUCH BETTER OKAY!
and the way he loves liz, i'm very jealous.
hahahaha.
hellboy's kinda hot in a way los.
okay, he's big, buff and red.
BUT I SO PREFER HIM TO INCREDIBLE HULK OKAY!
at least he has a sense of humour.
andd he's always trying to act all heroic and all,
but i still like him!hahahahas.his tail is extremely cute too ^^


gonna watch get smart tomorrow
i got a feeling its something like johnny english.
but there's anne hathawayy xD

finally a picture to end of my post!

this is a painting in a bathroom.

that below is the flooring, its painted.

BUT DAMN ITS FREEAKYY!

[[ far longer than forever~ ]]

Saturday, July 12, 2008

DURIAN SHIOK SHIOK!

LOLS!
its the weekends again!
everytime i'm determined to complete my hw on friday night,
i just push it off thinking i have two more days to complete it,
which is why.. its already saturday night and my hw's still not completed! x(

went for kids read programme again,
i thinkk i may have improved on my kid-tolerating skill.
they are not quite that bad.
yx says give them sweets and everything will be settled.
yeahh right, they're not that simple-minded...
they want things THEIR way!
but lucky for me, they didn't give me much trouble,
maybe its cos they were all girls.
girls make nicer kids than boys! xD
more obedient i guess, you ask them keep quiet, they really will.

denn it was an hour bus ride back,
was so sleepy in the afternoon.
mahjong-ed awhile denn i fell asleep in front of the tv.
when i woke up, it was dinner time already and boy, was i hungry!
i could eat an entire COW!
(no offence meant, eunice ! i meant it figuratively)

i was craving for 豆浆油条so my mummy wanted to bring me to this famous stall in Geylang which is famour for that~
in the end, we got caught in a jam cos it was a saturday,
plus they had the NDP preview for all p5 kids today!
roads were jam-packed so we decided not to go to geylang but to this claypot rice shop somewhere near the area.
i was sooo sooo hungry that the claypot rice tasted SO DAMN DELICIOUS!
i chomped and munched and didn't really care much for table manners anymore.
luckily the area where we dined was in an open spaced area so it was rather dim.
hahas, dunno why i was so hungry as well xD

after dinner, we spotted this durian shop and since my mummy is a HUGEHUGE fan of durian, she dragged us to that shop to eat with her also.
i haven't eaten durian in over a year,
i used to eat it frequently when i was young cos my mom would always buy it back,
but i guess she curbed her cravings for durian over the years,
but today was the day it chose to came back.

we went over and told the guy to choose a really good one for us.
in the end we paid $15 for one durian.
i thought it was rather pricey until i ate the durian and realised that it's got standard!
the seeds were really small too,
its no wonder they charged $15 for one measly durian!
woahhs its really SHIOK SHIOK to finally eat durian again~
(shanyi are you drooling now?? haha, she another crazy fan of durian one)
other day class outing we shall go to geylang and eat durians too xD

oooh and i saw prostitutes.
hahaha!
there were these 3 men sitting at the table beside us when suddenly this group of 4 girls strolled over in skimpy clothes and heavy makeup, and sat down at the table.
they smiled at the 3 guys and the guys were pointing at the durians and mangosteens laid out in front of them and going "CHI CHI (eat eat)*hahahahaha*"
denn my dad was like nudging my mom to look.
LOLS!
they look rather decent to me leh..
i've only seen prostitutes in movies(shanghai knights and h&k),
and usually they dressed more... fancily i guess.
but this is singapore wad,
can't expect them to walk around clad in thick frilly dresses like they're going for prom.

i am really REALLY sleepy now..
although i did sleep in the afternoon,
NOT ENOUGH!
more more.
damn, i missed hellboy on tv just now..
i've only watched half of it online cos the website keeps screwing up on me !

[[ always be my babyyyy ` ]]

Thursday, July 10, 2008

randommm..

people do this cos they're bored,
i do this cus its FUN!~ xDD


Message:
1. Honestly what color is your shirt?
blackk~

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
how to get through a long day in school tomorrow.
and MAHJONG!

3. Honestly, what have u done yesterday?
went to school, came home, went for a jog, was dead tired after dinner, went to slp at 10.

4. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
hahahs yeahh~

5. Honestly, feeling anything unusual today?
nahh.. feel so normal.

6. Honestly, is your heart still occupied?
yepp.

7. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the fone?
my dad.

8. Honestly , are you jealous of somebody right now?
HAHAHAS duhh.

9. Honestly, what makes you sad most of the time?
sad ah? when ppl die...

10.Honestly, are you LOVING someone right now?
nope. liking only.

11. Honestly ,what are the things u don't want in life?
i dun wann SAD moments.
i dun wanna be SO BROKE all the time.
i dunn wann my life to be surrounded by studies. :(

12. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
yupp yupp.

13. Honestly, any plannings in near future?
i'm going overseas again! i hope.

14. Honestly, do you love someone very much?
YES! i love my family and i love God!

15.Honestly, does anyone like you?
like as in like like? dunoes~

DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY

*Anger Section*

1. What do you do when you're mad?
bear with it if its someone i know.
scold and think of something mean to do if i dunno that person.

2 . What's the worst things you've done when you were mad?
um... can't remember.
but i didn't kill anyone~

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
LOLS! nope. imma nice gurl !

4. Do you curse when you're mad?
hahahs all the time.

5. When was the last time you really cried?
months ago.

6. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yepp. sucks okay. gives you horrible puffy eyes the next day.

7. What usually makes you cry?
very touching stories or if someone makes me really sad.

8. Are you normally a happy person?
i guess so~ hahaha.

9. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
yepp!!!

10. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
OF COURSE LAH!
who wouldn't?

arhhh...sis rushing me to go eat now!!!
more the next time~ bwahahahas

[[ i dun care who you are, where you're from, what you do, as long as you love me. ]]

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

this is it!


pirates of the carribbean soundtrack. should be from the 2nd movie.
they are seriously damn pro.
how come they play like they actually play for the actual soundtrack ah?
hahahas! i wanna listen to this in real life!!
<33 POTC LOADS ! ~


[[[ take what you can, give nuthin back` ]]

Monday, July 07, 2008

i jus lurve school holidays!

GUESS WAD?
its a school holiday tmr!
wuahahahs.
most people will actually spend their time tomorrow studyingg.
but tmr's youth day people!
its my 2nd last youth day okay!
i dun wanna remember it studying at home!
hahahas. but that's for me.
ALL OF YOU SHOULD STAY AT HOME AND REVISE!
dun follow bad example okays.

yesterday, me and yanlan went for the nebo 1st anniversary at downtown east.
okay i admit i was dumb enough to wear heels again,
and ended up with 3 blisters!
by the time we reached there, we were 50 mins late.
andd the crowd wasn't that huge.
i guess the most rewarding part was seeing the male models parade.
okay they weren't exactly calvin klein model kinda material,
its just a small-scale party, at least there were some eyecandies right?
OH but the guy at the entrance ushering us in was cutie cute!

the worst part was, there was no seats there AT ALL!
they had those cool party tables but that was about it.
omg.. my feet ah... really cann break lehs.
the female contestants for the modelling competition were really chio lahs.
all quite pretty, got standard!

finally, at the end of everything, they had a cake cutting session
and it was disco-night all the way till 12.
but i can't describe how pathetic the disco was.
given the very small turnout,
there were only like.. 15-20 people crowding at the front of the stage
bopping to the music.
its quite sad actually.
doesn't have the hyped-up mood!
i was expecting something like disco-night during my first 3 months in NY,
but that one was SO MUCH HIGHER.
perhaps its cos we more or less knew each other there,
andd our moods were all 'high' due to the cheering and bonding from the few days before that.
i miss orientation (:
(EXCEPT THE WALKING AROUND AIMLESSLY PART)

went out to lunch with kate again today!
thanks kate for lunch!
i feel so bad cos my sister joined us for lunch today.
i dun care, we're going out for movies and lunch once u get back frm m'sia again!
have a great time there!
hope u get to catch up with ur fren xDD

for dinner, my mom got intro-ed to a place called miss clarity cafe.
but in de end we settled for chicken rice.
BUT I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO TRY IT!
it looks good.
actually i like the menu more.
i dunno about the food but the menu looks like its been designed by happy house.
its so colourful and cute!
*i shall kope one de next time i go there to dine*
teehees~!
I'M CRAVING FOR BOTAK JONES AND B&J NOWNOWNOW!

i'm still psyched over the fact that there's no school tmr,
but i gotta wake up at like 10???
i hope i can wake up, i mean its like wayy past 12 now.
i need my 8 hours of sleep daily!
LOLS!

alrights denn. i shall go sleep soon.
abit sleepy anyways.
tmr's gonna be a GD DAY xDD

Friday, July 04, 2008

opinions are seriously subjective

have you all been reading xiaxue's blog lately?
okay i haven't been so when i just went to visit it this afternoon,
i saw this big hooha about her and dawn.
apaarently its some bloggers' conflict.
what can i say, i've always been a fan of xiaxue,
alright i take that back, not fan..
an avid READER of her blog.
i thinkk her blogging style is very open,
and its very admirable..
seriously, whoever or whatever she doesn't like or likes,
BAM! out it comes.
she's very brave in the sense that she dares to admit who she doesn't like.
its very hard to attain that kinda level,
andd seriously, as much as i've tried working towards having that kinda honesty,
it doesn't work for me.
i just feel really mean if i were to blog and say stuff like,
'walao today xxxx was sucha bitch lor. i really can't stand her acting cute!"
that kinda thing..
its a NO way for me.
call me coward, call me timid but i just dun like the feeling of others hating me.
fine, hate me secretly, just as long as i dunno.
cos if i noe that a particular person doesn't like me,
immediately i will bu shuang with that person also.
andd find means and ways to pinpoint all her negativities.
some people can live with that, i can't.
i've only seriously hated one person in my entire life before,
its that guy who's birthday is on the 1st of may.
he's the first person to insult me continuously non-stop and that made me really pissed.
and he has the biggest ego i've ever seen(during sec sch days)
so i guess i just found him annoying and i hated his guts out.
thinking back now, i thinkk i dun hate him anymore.
neutral i guess, but i never wanna be frens with him as well.
imagine him annoying me again and i have to hate him all over again,
no way man.

i also dun like the feeling of hating people cos i find that its like...
can't sleep properly at night.
okay la, this one is not a classic example,
but close to it.
one night my sis made me really REALLY annoyed.
i did hate her, but hating ur sis isn't the same cos it'll be forgotten the next day.
how long can u go hating ur own sibling? its jus weird.
okay so i was really really mad at her.
but it was so close to my bedtime that i really couldn't be bothered to quarrel with her.
it took me awhile to fall asleep cos i was rather tired..
and that night i dreamt that i was scolding someone.
i guess someone who pissed me off in my dream..
and i was really vulgar okay!
i can remember myself swearing and cursing,
all the f*** and cb all flowing out.
but after the scolding session,
i felt so shiok in my dream.
at least i let out all my anger.
but see, that's not healthy man!
hahahas. i'd rather dream of other stuff than dream of scolding people in my dreams.
and i guess i'll actually GET more rest if i weren't off scolding people in my dreams,
waste energy you know..

right, so back to the xiaxue and dawn thing.
hahaha i can't help but side xiaxue.
its a natural thing la..
i think those who go against her are like dumb lor.
seriously, xiaxue, being a you-say-me-i-make-sure-i-will-say-you-back kinda person,
you still want to pit yourself against her?
save yourself the trouble man.
andd its not like people dunno she's one to be so open-minded,
so naturally, insults are like what she does best.
whether she means it or not is probably a different thing.
but i think the whole thing arised from her and dawn being jealous of each other.
she's probably jealous that dawn is rather hot
(although i think KK is wayy more prettier. dawn's jus a pile of make-up)
and dawn's jealous cos xiaxue's blogg is more popular than hers.
but either way, they made a mountain out of a molehill.
andd the manager is seriously extra la..
maybe its cos im reading it from xiaxue's blog which is in favour of her that's why i'd feel like the manager of dawn is being kinda irritating, but still..
what can i say?
without stuff like that,
how can we see the interesting sides of xiaxue and other bloggers?
see steven lim!
all thanks to xiaxue that we can have such entertaining stuff going on.
and get to noe such BHB people like steven lim(who btw thinks he is HOT? i think he's probably comparable to william hung la, even william's cuter than him)

also i can't help but admit that i'm kinda shocked fellow bloggers would behave like this.
wanna hear a secret?
i used to hope and wish i can be like xiaxue.
as in do blogging for a living.
but i could never be as critical and witty,
which is a very hard to acheive combination.
i mean, i was in more for the SLACK part.
sit at home and use computer to blogg and EARN money.
plus plus plus, you get sponsors and invited to all the cool events so that you can advertise it on ur blog.
who wouldn't want?
its the slackest thing in the world and you can EARN a living from that.
but seeing this kinda thing bursts my dream bubble.
i dunno how i would handle it if i were xiaxue.
i'd probably...yeahh firstly,
show wad an asshole dawn's manager is.
denn, go on to insult dawn in the most UNGLAM manner
(i wouldn't be able to keep my cool and retort back like xiaxue)
probably cry when i read what my readers comment
(especially those that are against me)
probably quit my job as a blogger.
hahahaha.
so i guess the whole blogging thing isn't exactly my THING.
just keep to the low profile bloggers that are very common all over singapore.
i mean, it has its plus points too.
i've probably ended up insulting xiaxue and dawn,
but what can anybody do about it?
hahahas. not like their manager's gonna start sending me emails.
they probably can't even locate my blog,
but here i am, free to voice out my thoughts on the matter.

btw..
this is really gross.

XIAXUE KILLING A CRAB FOR CHILLI CRAB.
after watching this i dun think i dare go near chilli crabs anymore.
you know why i have this phobia against frog porridge?
i think i would be brave enough to give it a try if i hadn't seen the frog getting CHOPPED UP in front of me.
it was when i was watching my 王子变青蛙drama summore.
i was out with my family,
when i saw this shop selling frog porridge.
the guy in charge grabbed a frog out of the big glass containers that looks like fish tanks.
he pinned the frog down belly-up.
and used his DAMN BIG CHOPPER to slice a fine line along the length of its body.
denn he proceeded to tear off its skin, TEAR OFF!
andd chopping of its legs before washing them and dumping them into the boiling pot.
all this took place in a matter of 20secs.
given my stunned reaction at that time,
do you think i'd have enough time to actually react?
i was too shocked to even turn away.
ever since then,
i swore never to go NEAR frog porridge.
i know its nice and tastes really like chicken meat,
but nonono. not after that incident man.

and now this video shows xiaxue killing the crab.
the video was about 9 mins,
so i do have enough reaction time.
but i was just curious to see if she would really do it.
and she did.
the first method was gross lah!
wtf she poked a bloody metal chopstick into the crab's eye.
and the crab was squirming like crazy.
i was staring at the screen going "OMG. WHAT THE HELL IS SHE DOING!!!!"
and i was also imagining if i were the crab,
getting a chopstick poked in ur eye is no joke okay.
it really hurts, and imagine having ur eyeball stuck in the middle of ur head,
GROSS!
the second method was even worse.
CHOP THE CRAB INTO HALF AND LEAVE IT TO DIE
its painful enough getting cut by a small bit of broken glass,
imagine having ur own shell cut ur body.
OUCH MAN!
and its no joke,
she pierced the knife through and still used some metal thing to knock it in.

i guess i can't deny the fact that the dish would taste better if it were live crabs,
but there are less cruel ways of killing the crab and still make a tasty dish!
my mom has never cooked chilli crab before
but we used to bbq alot.
and my mom would buy live crabs and her method of killing was putting them in the freezer,
and they freeze to death.
perhaps you might say its cruel to let them die a slow and painful death
but i always thought that in the freezer,
they'll just feel really cold and sleepy and probably dehydrated,
and when they fall asleep, they just die.
isn't it WAY less painful that getting ur eye pushed into ur brain
or being embedded in ur own shell, THE PINCERS FELL OFF SUMMORE!
you know what?
the best is just dun kill them.
fine, i may sound like those kinda anti-cruelty against animal kinda person right now,
but i think the various ways that people have of killing animals to satisfy their food cravings are simply... mean.
and those weird delicacies that people have all around the world.
what, with the FRIED RABBIT HEAD and LIVE SQUID or MONKEY BRAINS!
its not like we lack food or anything, humans don't have to resort to eating
THESE kinda stuff you know.
arghhh..anyway that was gross stuff.

i'm sorry for 0720.
their timetable really sucks,
i checked litespeed this afternoon for any new announcements
when i chanced upon it.
i saw that on one day their school ended at 6+!
its crazyy la..
den when i got home,
i saw many having 'NEW TIMETABLE SUCKS'
on their personal msg on msn.
yeah i agree with you guys,
it really does suck!
although i'm not following the timetable anymore,
i still feel a tad angry for them setting it to be this way.
who wouldn't? having to stay in school for 3/4 of the day is NO JOKE!
it really, seriously sucks.

lols. this is a very very long post.
hahaha. i'm feeling opinionated today.
is there such word?
tmr's gonna be another long day.
i'm going to downtown east tomorrow night with yl to celebrate nebo's 1st anniversary.
i have no idea wad we're gonna be doing,
i hope they do invite guest stars..
i'm hoping NAT HO! xDD
yeah fat hope.

lols. weekends are here!
have a good weekend!
this weekend's gonna be awesome cos monday's a school holiday! xDD
I JUST LOVE HOLIDAYS!

[[ true love has no happy ending because it lasts forever. ]]

Thursday, July 03, 2008

HAPPY 18th birthday to shanyi, kim, joshua and gerald!!!

HEYY PEOPLES!
i'm back with more pictures~!
on wednesday was 0720's last paper for MYE!
finally right?
hahas. so we went out to celebrate all the belated birthdays and gerald's actual birthday!

met at 12 at amk,
many were late, all constipated at home!
hahahas.
we were deciding where to go for lunch in amk hub when dunno who came up with the idea that we should head to eunice's house for MJ session!
and we could order pizza there to eat as well!
WHEEHEE~
so fun so fun!




was camwhoring with dearest shanyi's present.WALAOS i love it okays.hahahs so she bu de to part with it

before we headed to eunice's house, we went to NTUC to get snacks. we bought 4 big bags of chips, half a dozen 1.5L bottles of drinks, and even ribena syrup. denn eunice, being 18 and all, bought this wonderful wine for us to drink! wahhs u really rock man!~

after we paid for everything, we got ready to leave for her house which was a direct bus ride on 133. hahas. chatted and gossiped all the way until we reached. denn it was a long walk in. it wouldn't have been that bad without the afternoon heat. it was 1pm when we started walking and the sun was SCORCHING hot. i'm not even close to exaggeratingg!

we finally arrived after 10 mins. and OMG. HER HOUSE IS DAMN BIG LAH! her front door was the amazing one, and she had 10 aircons to her house. very well furnished as well, still got koi pond!! hahahs. we dumped all our stuff down, made hell lotsa noise, and finally settled down in this room which could fit our entire class, with the MJ table on the porch. first thing's first was LUNCH! PIZZA!!!!! yummy~ after we were shiok-ed by our lunch alr, we all settled down into the individual games, there was monopoly, bridge and mj.

however, the BESTEST people on earth, shanyi and me, accompanied eunice under the blazin` sun to go fetch our two dear frens, peitingg and xiangyu. hahahas! was a LONG walk there and i very nearly melted! shanyi ah.. carry umbrella also cannot carry properly sia. keep knocking my head. must remember that i'm 2cm taller than you alright? hahahas!

finally met up with them, and was another long walk back. actually the distance didn't really matter but i hated the sun! it made it worse! was so glad to reach back to her place, and we opened some chips and got drinks and settled down to play MJ with the small pathetic travel set :( the guys were hogging the big ones. but the good thing is can watch tv and play at the same time.

when we got sick of playing with the small tiles, we demanded a switch in the mj set! lols. we need more mj sets around mann! next time we have chalets, make sure got minimum THREE sets available okays? hahaha.

MAHJONG TIME~!


okay la. retarded look on my face. chia took at the wrong time, when i was considering wad tile to throw out. its very important ok! lols. and it was so paiseh when i chi wrongly ytd~! xDD


this one mahjong princess.
the queen is, who else, CHIA SHANYI lah.
wahbiangs..that one biantai one.
cann win so many rounds consecutive.
aiya its her fengshui good and because i'm sitting beside her!
always feed her all the nice nice ones hor? (:

we played all the way till 6-ish,
denn decided to stop for class camwhoring time!

see how big her house is?? can fit our entire class sia..
andd that's only 1/4 of the stairs in her house!


her koi pond. all the kois were below our feet and shanyi was damn scared to fall in! lols!
cann see how big her door is? even taller than melvin!
my house door is around melvin's height, or perhaps just abit taller only!


MODELS FOR HER HOUSE.
cann go on www.mocca.com already.


0720 babes~

lols. andd here's shanyi with her present!!
zzz...her reaction when we gave it to her was
*SMILES* "thank you leh thank you."

we were expecting her to..
*jumps on the spot for at least 5 mins*
"OMG OMG OMG! i must be dreamingg!! WHAT? I'm NOT! ITS TRUE! OMG I CAN FEEL IT IN MY FINGERS! ITS MINE! ITS FINALLY MINE!!!! THANK YOU YOU PEOPLE ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE ON EARTH! HOW DID YOU KNOW I WANTED THIS????"

HAHAHA! okays lah. i noe ur happy inside and ur probably thinking we're the best anyways. (:


GOOD GIRL!

when we were all ready to leave,
eunice's ahma reminded us that we still got cake in the fridge which we totally forgot!
so we rushed to sing the happy birthday song and all that.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS!

andd we hurriedly ate and paisehh man, had to rush off denn leave the clearing to eunice and a few others to do!
feel so bad....
but anyways, it was a GREAT time hanging out in eunice's house,
hahahas but i think she dare not invite us already.
its like bringing an entire circus there!
we were THAT noisy!

by the time i reached home, it was already 8.30.
realised that my mom had invited terence and reagan over for dinner as well cos she cooked curry chicken!
my mom's curry chicken is seriously something to boast about,
i've never tasted anything so nice before!
but the bad part is she rarely cooks it. :(
so those two guys 真有口福.
hahas!
after dinner went down to do my hw,
sucha good girl.
came up only at 11-ish..
by the time i still had to bathe and wait for my hair to dry!!
lackk of sleep manns.
feeling sleepy now le.
i shall sleep early tonight! yeppyepp.

[[ i thought you were my fairytale, a dream when i'm not sleepingg. ]]

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

LADIDUMS`

jiayou 0720!
tomorrow last paper le xDD

anyways, i've found a new place to upload all my pics alr.
FRIENDSTER!
that's not only cos they allow me upload alot of pics at one go,
it saves me the hassle of uploading 5 pics at a time.
so i've uploaded most of my pics from taiwan onto friendster.
zzz...while looking through all my pics,
i feel like going on a holiday again!
i'm bored stiff being stuck in singapore ok!

went to school for extra lessons just now.
i had a new geog teacher.
i thought he was pretty cool and we didn't have any geog lessons today.
instead, he took the time to get to noe us and got us to speak up also.
we did speak up abit..but after a while,
it was just him doing the talking.
he was rather...inspirational, i should say.
hmm.. he's gonna do great things as a teacher.
hahahs! i jus love teachers who dun start off the lesson with a new class with the words,
"okay..now everybody take out your notes and flip to this page..let's begin now!"

i'm feeling rather sleepy now.
must be because of the lack of sleep last night.
i'm starting on the book series for the chronicles of narnia.
i'm beginning to think its not bad at all.
especially the first book,
even before the lion, the witch and the wardrobe.
they talked of how the wardrobe came about in the first place,
which was really interesting.
i'm waiting to get my hands on prince caspian.
the movie was good right?
i have no idea cos i didn't even catch it at all,
although i thought the prince was rather cute. hahas.

i can't seem to find the show hellboy online anywhere!
i have to watch it one more time before i watch hellboy2.
usually i wouldn't forget the movies i've watched before unless i've fallen asleep during the movie, but for hellboy, i really forgotten the storyline already.
i know his girlfriend can do some cool fire stunt,
and he has this fishy fren, but that's about it.
the rest i've clean forgotten. =X

ohwells, i shall go and try to find the movie again.
tatas~


[[ definitely maybe. ]]