Wednesday, March 23, 2005

STRESS IS NO PIECE OF CAKE

oh sure..many say that STRESSED are juz desserts spelled backwards. In fact, i'm the one who's always saying that to my frenz....but it has no help whatever on me! first of all, i forgot two things in chinese lesson, my project n my workbook..so that's that. i got marks cut.. den after school, i had to do my geog project which is another living nightmare because it took yx loads of sleepless nights..n she didn't study for most of the exams, juz to complete it..the deadline is near n we've barely started..plus..all my grp members can say is,"look how much i found.." dumping me wif brochures n info... i have to summarise it, create a scrapebook, content page... n since i'm moving at a slower pace than yx, im probably gonna need at least a month to finish it. but i haven't got that long..i've onli got...around a week? itz impossible... plus, non of my grp members r actually helping, or mayb they dunno wad to do n stuff like that...................
next, came home, was so freakin tired....but the house was in a mess! a dreadful mess.... thanks to my 2nd sis...not one dae is the house neat wif her in..shes like the monster of messiness....n she's no clean freak..she eats everything in the house, n bits of unedible parts, she juz spits it on the floor n i have to yell at her before she would pick it up..n juz throw it on the floor again after i turn my back on her.! and if ur wondering wad a REAL GENUINE couch potato is, my sis is the perfect example! she can juz figure a way to switch on the tv no matter how my parents locked it up..n she can juz sit there for hours watching any shows that's on air...
everytime i walk into my room, which is unfortunately shared wif my sis, she juz throws her clothes all over the place, n she doesn't bother abt anything u noe...sometimes i so wish i have a brother in the family... SHE COMES OUT OF THE BATHROOM SOPPING WET WITHOUT A TOWEL ON! have any idea how sick that is.... n she NEVER EVER spares a thought for others..she's a big bully towards my younger sis, she makes my sis buy pens for her, promising to pay her back, but she doesn't! she's sucha inconsiderate, IRRESPONSIBLE FREAK! she has absolutely no sense of responsibility, n doesn't care how much she spends..so long as her frenz think she's so rich! n when her frenz come over, she orders me around like im some kinda servant, making herself look like the queen of the house! every time i wanna use the bathroom, itz so flooded that i step everywhere n itz like wet n soggy, she never flushes! n itz not like she's disabled, she's perfectly normal! she can do all these but she never does coz she's plain lazy! she always begs me to help her complete her tuition homework, n when my mom says she wanna take her tuition away, she whines the whole nite! she's in tuition onli coz of the bois there! itz juz my darn luck to have her as my sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got cross country tmr.... n den itz church at nite, tmr i also have to go to church twice, n on saturdae nite, n sundae morning, which is easter! one of my fav coz to me, itz a chocolate fiesta.. u got easter eggs, made out of choc, itz so nice... but right now, i juz feel like escaping all the problems! y do i end up wif so many problems! itz not like itz my fault, all i wan is to have fun! i HATE RESPONSIBILITY! I HATE BEING ELDEST! I HATE EVRYTHING!!!!!!!!!!

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