MAYDAY!

today is the best day any working adult could hope for.
THEY GET A DAY OFF FROM WORK!
how cool is that, bet if i were working next time,
i'll countdown till this day.
denn again, if you're a student, you get to look forward to june and dec holidays
which lasts for a month.
WAYYY better deal than one pathetic day.

today is also the birthday of someone i clearly don't like.
lols. i dun have anyone under my hate list
but this guy seriously pissed me off with his ginormous ego 3-4 years ago.
hahahs. guess i really do hold a grudge against him.
but its not really my fault.
can't bring myself to forgive this kinda ppl.
(OMG. i can't believe i cann remember his bloody birthday... since when did my memory improve so much...)

anyway, there's this major chem test tomorrow.
i hope i studied hard enough.
but somehow, my studying hard never enables me to pass ANY of the tests.
but still, i agreed that my previous test, which i got 8/30
was downright deserving.
cos i studied like 2 hours the night before.
BUT this time,
i studied at least 3 times harder than the previous test,
plus, i even went for consultation to clear my doubts.
if i still CANNOT pass this test,
then it just goes to show that i'm hopeless at chemistry.
but at least i did try my best!
so even if i fail, i wouldn't be feeling so shitty on the inside.
although i will feel really bad to let ms sim down.

there goes my holiday....
i was planning on going to vivo today but with the chem test and all..
i wouldn't be able to go this weekend as well.
its alright, i'll go next week then.
PLUS, i promise to reward myself to ben&jerry's ice cream if i pass my chem test!
you know, i think it really is working.
at least 30% of my motivation to study comes from thinking about the B&J treat i'm about to give myself.

tomorrow is a longlong day in school again.
damn i really hate long days!
feeling so sick by the very thought of it.
luckily the chem test is in the morning.
if its the last period of the day, i dunno how i'm gonna endure it till then.

ohhhwells, happy Mayday people!
andd happy birthday to dearest natalie!
stay pretty and cute forevers~
i'm so sorry u had to have the same birthday as the guy i hate.

[[ times like this when i think of you, andd i wonder if you ever think of me ]]]